November 11, 2009

The truth is I am completely exhausted at this point. Life is currently full of hospital appointments, GP visits etc. which are very often back to back over the week. Have a general lack of sleep and energy.

The essay needs finishing and am too tired to see straight let alone think sensibly. Things keep sabotaging my time for the essay. That creates a sort of panic and reluctance. It is hard to keep calm when you’re tired like this for some reason.

Got really frustrated with WordPress over the last post as it wouldn’t add on the tags for abstract expressionism etc. I spent over an hour trying to make it.  That really annoyed me as I realised I was being silly and wasting time and was unable to stop myself at that point.

Need to get out with a camera again; it always helps to re connect with the practical side of the course.